I am addicted

I feel like I’m addicted to hurting I cant tell you why They say you except the love you think you deserve Well I must deserve a whole lot of pain I know god’s still working Even when I don’t see or feel him But what if it doesn’t matter to me What if I... Continue Reading →

seek him

Jeremiah 17:7 states "Blessed [with spiritual security] is the man who believes and trusts in and relies on the Lord and whose hope and confident expectation is the Lord" I read this verse tonight and I couldn't help but feel sad and disappointed. Not in the Lord, or anyone else, but really myself. I have... Continue Reading →

what is my future

I don't know where I am supposed to be right now. By that I mean, I feel lost. I feel as if my life is heading nowhere and I know what the Bible states; that we should not be anxious about our future, especially if we fully rely on Christ. I remember in high school... Continue Reading →

this can’t be my story

About a week or two ago I received a random call from someone I didn't expect. The conversation was about healing and finally moving on from the pain that follows when sexually abused as a child. I was told that I was brave for writing my feelings and sharing my story and that it was... Continue Reading →

i can’t be a victim

Look at her radiant smile. Hear her laugh, so sweet, so lighthearted. But look at her eyes, so sad, so somber. Can you tell how broken she is? Sometimes I lay here in bed for hours wondering why God allowed me to live the life I've lived. Wondering if I would be any different today... Continue Reading →

Can God really fix the broken?

The Lord is close to the brokenhearted and saves those who are crushed in Spirit. -Psalm 34:18 I have spent my previous 21 years believing in one simple lie: that I am not enough, that I will never be enough. I asked God constantly, will I ever fully be happy with myself? Will I ever... Continue Reading →

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