I am addicted

I feel like I’m addicted to hurting
I cant tell you why
They say you except the love you think you deserve
Well I must deserve a whole lot of pain
I know god’s still working
Even when I don’t see or feel him
But what if it doesn’t matter to me
What if I keep betraying his trust
Because I still want another man
Who doesn’t love me as much as God does
I’m beginning to believe:
I must be addicted
Not to drugs, or pills, or alcohol
But to pain and hurt and sadness and misery
Help me god; please

2 thoughts on “I am addicted

Add yours

Leave a Reply

Fill in your details below or click an icon to log in:

WordPress.com Logo

You are commenting using your WordPress.com account. Log Out /  Change )

Google photo

You are commenting using your Google account. Log Out /  Change )

Twitter picture

You are commenting using your Twitter account. Log Out /  Change )

Facebook photo

You are commenting using your Facebook account. Log Out /  Change )

Connecting to %s

Create a website or blog at WordPress.com

Up ↑

%d bloggers like this: