what is my future

I don't know where I am supposed to be right now. By that I mean, I feel lost. I feel as if my life is heading nowhere and I know what the Bible states; that we should not be anxious about our future, especially if we fully rely on Christ. I remember in high school… Continue reading what is my future

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seek him

Jeremiah 17:7 states "Blessed [with spiritual security] is the man who believes and trusts in and relies on the Lord and whose hope and confident expectation is the Lord" I read this verse tonight and I couldn't help but feel sad and disappointed. Not in the Lord, or anyone else, but really myself. I have… Continue reading seek him

this can’t be my story

About a week or two ago I received a random call from someone I didn't expect. The conversation was about healing and finally moving on from the pain that follows when sexually abused as a child. I was told that I was brave for writing my feelings and sharing my story and that it was… Continue reading this can’t be my story

i don’t want to forgive you

I'm thinking back to my childhood and you know what: what if I don't want to forgive you? This is for all the men who thought it was okay to hurt me, to abuse me, to abandon me, to use me, to take advantage of me just because they felt it was no big deal.… Continue reading i don’t want to forgive you

i can’t be a victim

Look at her radiant smile. Hear her laugh, so sweet, so lighthearted. But look at her eyes, so sad, so somber. Can you tell how broken she is? Sometimes I lay here in bed for hours wondering why God allowed me to live the life I've lived. Wondering if I would be any different today… Continue reading i can’t be a victim

Can God really fix the broken?

The Lord is close to the brokenhearted and saves those who are crushed in Spirit. -Psalm 34:18 I have spent my previous 21 years believing in one simple lie: that I am not enough, that I will never be enough. I asked God constantly, will I ever fully be happy with myself? Will I ever… Continue reading Can God really fix the broken?